What do you want to do for the rest of your life?

[greywolf]

So yeah it is that question that almost all of us are tired of hearing.

I know I am. I have to be honest I have been going to school since I was Five and I am getting really tired of it. But the thing is I have been trying to figure out what I want to do with my life since I got in the 6th grade. I am 21 years old now and I still haen't decided.

The three things I would like to do all have reasons why I shouldn't do them but they are the only thing I really want out of life.

First the dream I have had for years. I want to get in shape and try to be a pro wrestler. Untill recently there was a school in my area that once I got back in shape I could have joined and still worked and lived at home. Now I would have to find a school to train at and still stay close to home if I ever even want to consider that dream.

Second we have the thing I have been working towards since I got out of High school. In High school I did not make very good grades untill my senior year and that was only because I got to take Psychology which was the only thing in school that ever kept my attention. The problem with it now is that now that I am trying to get a degree I am having to take all these classes that I have been taking for years and I just can't sit there and listen to the same stuff over and over again. And even though it intrest me I have no idea what I would ever do with a degree in Psychology. I am not patiant enough to listen to peoples problems unless they mean something to me personally. So that would pretty much end the thought of being a psychologist.

Finally we have the other option of opening up a cutlery store (Knife Shop). I don't call it the other option becuase it is a last resort because it is something I could see myself doing and enjoying for the rest of my life. The problem is that it would require starting my own business which I can't afford. I am already having to pay back student loans so there is no way I could afford to take out a business loan. But it is still not something I want to do right now anyway.

The other options were to try to write a book (I know I would never finish it)
Try to get a job at a newpaper writing movie reviews.


Sorry I just had to rant for a while. I am over it now. (well as over it as I am gonna get)